just a litttle baby

Sometimes I think about how old I am. I'm just a baby. But I'm in college. And I'm supposed to be learning things. And doing things. And becoming great things. How does one do that when they still feel 12? And people I know, people younger than me, are doing and becoming such grown up things.

But I'm not a grown up.

I'm just a baby.

But I have a grown up job. I go to grown up school. I pay for things like a grown up. I live in an apartment in the fall. Just like a grown up. My body is all grown up. I'm raised, I'm done, turn the oven off and take me out.

But I am not a grown up.

I'm a baby in grown up clothes, just learning where my legs are.

Just a little baby....with grown up things to do.